Few months ago, I realized once again that yesterday’s disappointments and unanswered prayers, are not meant to guide how I pray and trust God today. His mercies are always new every morning. God’s ways are puzzling at times. Yet, He is very gentle and loving. In the words of one preacher, “It is not until you have risked going too far that you realize how far you can go”. It has been some of the most intense past 10 months I have ever experienced. Sometimes I lack the words to describe how hard it has been, but yet how good God has been to me.
I once had a dream that I was constantly looking at a clock that was on my wall. In the dream, a friend came in out of nowhere and decided to hide the clock away from me. When I woke up, I thought, the timing of God is nowhere close to my understanding of time. Romans 4 :18 “Against all hope, Abraham in hope believed and so became the father of many nations, just as it had been said to him, “So shall your offspring be.”